If you are practicing celibacy for spiritual purposes and a potential mate, it gets rough temptation, loneliness, and seeing other happy couples is a double edged sword because you’re happy for them but you wish it was your joy as well. I come to encourage you to “KEEP your hand on the plow hold on,”-Mahalia Jackson trouble don’t last always. I know having limited funds to enjoy life makes waiting harder and movies and the same games and music gets old. You read every book you own and the library too. You crochet, and garden volunteer and work out, yet there is only one thing missing. God has something bigger for you than your sweet little mind can fathom✍ “KEEP your hand on the plow hold on”✍👂🎺
Rhonda BigMama Michelle

I love everyone