Cast Iron wood burning stove
2 50gal kerosene barrels
One small gas powered generator
Manual wood splitter
10 solar panels with batteries
Brand new hot plate
Brand new griddle
Chest of drawers
Antique record and eight track player
I cried last night, not because I was lonely, not because I have so many bills that I cannot pay, not because I had a horrible day, but because I found love can be debilitating. Some forms of love can handicap the receivers, love can enable people to not strive and thrive for themselves.
I cried last night because love can get you stuck in a rut on a carrousel, that is hard to get off. I cried because I want to be free, not from love, but from a loves prison created by me! I cried last night because I had to choose between continuing my lovecapade with you, or freely love me. I cried because you threw guilt on me and said it was my love that you never could see. I cried myself to sleep and reality finally hit me! I gave you everything every part of me. I cried until my eyes swelled shut and slept well, and guess what? I dreamed of me letting you grow and face the world alone as I danced through a field of flowers to a very happy song! When I awoke I realized what my subconscious always knew, that loving me doesn’t mean I don’t love you! It just means that we have grown and we must go on our separate ways and soon you realized how cutting cords leads us to stronger wiser better days! I was dependent on you as well because you kept me from being unneeded and in a lonely hell. But, we both will be ok you see because now we can both spread our wings and the love we will still continue to share will be the wind beneath our wings that gives us the power to rise and sail! So this isn’t good bye nor farewell but it is do good in life stay in touch and let us both do well!❤️❤️❤️❤️
Our yesterday is filled with traumas, and our last nights with sorrows. Our tomorrow burst with mournings, as we age we seek them with fear, each day brings memories that we will hold near and dear. Whether we laugh or cry there is still a new dawn nearing! Yet each sunrise that we arise it’s the morning that we are cheering! Good morning? Why Good morning you say? Because bad mourning does nothing but keep us trapped in pain my dear! Good morning my loves to you near or far, because a good morning is better than a bad mourning on your heart!
I love you all very much! Have a wonderful Sabbath day!✍🏾❤️🙏🏾❤️
Oh most holy righteous creator of all things I come to you this morning because your children live in fear and our hearts are faint, our faith is weak.
Yes, Lord we have believed in your word and we have lived by your principles and yet our grievances have reached beyond limits that faith and our own actions can tackle!
I am begging your ear oh Lord because our enemies are many and our illnesses are great, it is no better for us than those that live not in our faith.
We know the time that we are in and perilous is the time we live in today! Yet, we cling even stronger than ever to our faith in you oh Tsedkanu our healer and Tseboate our warrior and avenger!
I’m crying out on behalf of us your children who still believe in your greatness and majesty, stand up for us Oh beautiful and terrible one in this day of evil. Wage war against our enemies who are great, strong and many, heal our infirmities and anoint our heads with your precious holy oil.
I beseech you Oh Lord show those who doubt you are with us that you are ever present with those who love and trust you and wait upon your mercy and grace. Pour more of your own Spirit upon us strengthen and guird up our loins show us the table you promised to prepare in the presence of our enemies and guide us to safety us who have known your name in good or bad times. Those of us who trust in you and show kindness to others even during times of our faith being challenged!
Make our faces shine amongst men and raise us up so we are safe, give us our daily bread and glory to us that have known your name in our storms and tribulations, let us not go to the grave not knowing your miraculous power for ourselves!
I give you Glory and Honor amongst the living for you are The I Am let me not be put to shame for my faith and love for you in Yeshiu’s Holy name I pray amen!